Tuesday, June 26, 2007

Thaddeus Cheong

2 nights ago I receive messages telling me a triathlete passed away.

Thaddeus Cheong, 17 yr old National Level triathlete qualified for the SEA games representing Singapore. But when he finished, his life was taken away just like that. Christian.

"I have done my best in the race, I Have run the full distance, and I have kept the faith. And now there is waiting for me the victory prize of being put right with God, which the Lord, the righteous Judge will give me on that Day - and no only to me, but to all those who wait with love for him to appear" 2 Tim 4:7-8 NKJV

Alot of us heard of this verse before. Alot of times. I understood it. But he really brought this verse alive in my heart. I really see it in him.

He finished the race strong and well. He did not falter during the race. He didn't stop, fell and pass away on any of the segments of the race. But he died at the end. When he completed the race for GOD. Finishing well.

Lately, alot of people been discouraging me from doing the Ironman as I am so young and the risk is extra high, espcially my team. After the incident I won't lie. I became anxious, fearful.

But...I am still set in stone...To tackle the IMpossible

Friday, June 22, 2007


Went for Benjamin's and Ee Chuan's baptism today, it has been my 2nd baptism service and yet again the same thing happen.

I cried and wept again. Sometimes I really wonder do I have weak tear glands? Its getti irritating for my eyes lol I allow it but its physically painful man. I stood there thinking, asking Lord. Why? Why am i crying?

It is not a coincidence that it happened again. Part of me felt ashamed as I should be rushing to do it. While part of me is wondering what is holding me back? Should talk to Josh about it soon. Lord I will do it, forgive me for taking so long

Sunday, June 17, 2007

I want and WILL do more of your work

These 2 weeks I feel great, Busy but I feel sooo filled, blessed, strong, sharpened, focused and in sync with GOD's work. I feel spiritually strengthened should be the reason my life everything is working out.

O recently rmb TriElite was nominated to be the Most Outstanding Team. Lol WE got it. We are the Most Outstanding Sports Team in the whole campus getting the award soon. Thank GOD. I am not there for passion, achievement I am there for GOD's work. For the people under my sphere of influence to be blessed and saved. And of course to perform and strive for GOD in my sport ^^

ARGH I want to learn more, b wiser, b moree humbled,do more of GOD's work, to be stronger! Haha LORD BREAK MI, MOULD MI, MAKE MI! lol weee

Come before HIM with hearts renew
The GOD our Lord who cares for u
As we seek and pray
“My love always stays” He says

Sunday, June 10, 2007

Shape And Sharpen

Just finish Church Camp Gilgal and Camp Overcome (Tri and Track Bond Camp). Both camps I have been involved in the committee. It has really been GOD-Blessed strength to pull me through rather than my own.

Camp Gilgal have been really a place I have been ministered and to ministered. I really felt recharged and challenged to do more of Lord's work. Wanting to love more, Wanting to do more. I feel its time I set my path for a greater Victorous year.
After that was service which, something heartbreaking happen to my cell. In the end I really felt happy for him as he grew and been an inspiration to me.

Camp Overcome was a camp that I put my Spirit into palce as i blessed my team by helping and planning. Not only that my friend EeChuan and myself shared the gospel to both our teams! I feel I am sooo want and ready to do that 100K campaign

Lord I come before u with new conviction, to be stronger in Spirit and in Truth, To be that aroma that light that blessing to the people around me. Lord, I want to love more, Love u n Love your ppl more than before. My heart is small thats why Lord I need yours Lord Jesus ^^

Sunday, June 03, 2007

Where I am

Why am I doing the things I do? Is my light dimming? Is giving up a sign of weakness? What have I become? Questions like these r often in my life, as I gauge where am I in my race for GOD now.

MUST WATCH GUYS. ITS COOL. These advertisements Aviva Singapore 70.3 Ironman, as I watched it spoke to me greatly, as it will be my greatest victorious challenge for Christ this year. My toughest opponent other than the world and the Devil, is Me...