Tuesday, August 29, 2006

Kept Myself Strong 4 u

1stly I want to pray tt may My GOD with his everlasting grace forgive me, although with my obedience and the time I spend with yr Word. I did not engage myself with you for a very long time. I did not sit down and seek u, ask u or even tell u how much u mean to Me. All I did was to pray pray pray ask from u blessings upon of yr other children but these prayers has lacked the gusto and Spirit which u so required.

Things have been very hectic, haha could not sit down with a coffee and just read for a very long time, theres always something in my mind to worry to pray to think, or something that I need to do. My training has taken to another level, the School is subsidizing at least half for my future Triathlons and Endurance Races. If I bring back something I get subsidies full, something to thank GOD and able to glorify him so GREATLY about. But behind this blessing is like a double-edged sword if I do not balance well. Furthermore, work would be an issue soon. For my ministries Lord forgive me that I have not been doin your work for some time.

My body is being pushed again and again everyday, I could discipline it to be strong, but my mind and my spirit is tiring out wearing out. Everyday a lot of expectations criterias r expected from me whether physically, socially or spiritually. My friends have been left a side for some time, community has been equally important to me as my life but I have not been able to talk jokingly or heart to heart matters, go out with them for some time.

Worse yet, the things I do like my races, I don't really like them, I do it because I can is this Passion? Or a Gift? Or just Me being disciplined? Or for GOD? Lord help me, so weak and fragile like clay. We are only human yet I try to do things that I noe only you can do. Lord forgive me, help me and make me strong and wise. I have always put Christ as someone I wanna be someone whom I look up to but such an impossible dream but that desire has been in me, that's why I do fail in expectations of myself. Lord I do not know what to ask, but Let me seek u in everything I do. But I praise u my mightly Father that I am in suffer with all these challenges in my life bcuz u bring mi hope and yr love!

Romans 5:3-5
Not Only so, but we also rejoice in our sufferings, because we know that suffering produces perserverance; Perserverance, character; and character; Hope. And Hope does not disappoint us, because GOD has poured out his love into our hearts by the Holy Spirit, whom he has given us.

Lord mak mi suffer more for u
29 out of 231 Thank my LOrd for nt only strength bt the presence and experience

Friday, August 25, 2006


Examinations over, haha I thought finally my 2 months "well-deserved" break haha but my training is being stepped up and I am planning to get a job. Ritz Carlton is my last option and I will still help out at the flower shop only when there is weddings. Got Offers and of coz choosing the best ^^

Hmm went swimming today, then I thought there wun b any training for tomorrow haha but I was wrong so still deciding should go YA since I have to mit my frens who are back from overseas. Haha long time never spend time with Viona and Winda my 2 gd sisters but to them I am a bad brother haha cuz I always say I busy. But haha I will priotise!

Sunday, August 20, 2006

New Balance

I did my best finish a good fight ^^! haha quite intidimated by things lik Singapore Sports sch or X country sch team but I ran like never b4. Let me do this for my Saviour and definatly, we get together with the non believers to let them know this is what we as GOD's children are about

Monday, August 14, 2006


NUS Triathlon we gt 5th http://nustriathlon.com/results/Sprint_DistSRO.htm... Run Time was 25:34 was okok... it didn felt like 5km but the rest of the people whu ran came bck quite long 26mins average so overall nt so bad so GLORY goes to Him!

2 pictures is Sch Campus Run against other clubs...the Rest are NUS Triathlon
GOD all this glory and achivements r yours and more!

Campus Run 2nd

Sunday, August 13, 2006


Ready to Conquer the road for GOD
NUS TRIathlon starting in 1hr 54mins

Saturday, August 12, 2006

12 Hrs

My life full of mistakes
My dreams seems empty
My words seems insignificant
My work seems strenous
My difficulties grow n grow
What have I become?

My GOD, plz save mi
Winter in my heart
Yearning life so much
The ever lasting cold
All my body seems to know
Life confronted with death
Living enternally with a gasping breath
Where life seems a mistake
Jesus my Lord is still the decision.. I make

Thursday, August 10, 2006


Physical Challenge - TriElites Sch Team, NUS Triathlon and New Balance Real Run

Mental Challenge - End-Year Semester Examinations, Write a love story for Christ

Social Challenge - Family Frens Church School. To be able to Socialise and Know People for GOD. Build Bridges between Non-Believers to Christ

SPIRITUAL CHALLENGE - Financial, Help Others, Time to Serve, Win, Consolidate, Disciple, Send, Things to pray, Spend more Time with GOD, Move towards the image of Christ

LUVING THE CHALLENGES... Bcuz I know GOD uses these to make me grow more towards to image of My Role Model, My Saviour, My LORD Jesus Christ

1 Corinthians 3:8
But speaking the truth in love, we are to grow up in all aspects into Him who is the head, that is, Christ

Sunday, August 06, 2006


To be able to help, encourage and motivate them, betta yet Care for them. Why do I want to care? I hate to see ppl cry, I hate to c ppl suffer or in pain, worse yet I hate to c myself unable to help them. I hate myself 4 being useless unable to do more

May My Compassion and Care Burns like a Thousand Suns
Just like my Saviour my LORD

Exodus 33:19
And He said, "I Myself will make all My goodness pass before you, and will proclaim the name of the LORD before you; and I will be gracious to whom I will be gracious, and will show compassion on whom I will show compassion."

Friday, August 04, 2006


lol today title is very meaningful...Today was a race ran by all the sports clubs of Ngee Ann Poly, and the TriElites (My CCA Triathlon Sch Team) send out 14 runners to run for this event. We had run against clubs lik Dragon Boats, Canoeing, Sport Council. My squad send out 2 teams separated by the best Timings. At least 2/3 of the runners were bigger size than me... I was a freshmen like a small fry and they can squash me with thier finger...They were half my size bigger packed with muscles. Haha alot of ppl trys to motivate me by saying they r heavier... No... they can apply more force! Quite initimidated by them...They ran lik bulls fast and furious haha I can imagine sum1 standing in front of them... they would hav wings to FLY!

The Dragon Boaters took top 3 last year and last last year, hence my team was the underdogs, it is a new squad and our 1st running event and it was a last minute thing for me I was told 1 dae in advance so had to adapt quickly. No 1 knew us until today... We ran past Giants although it was tough but GOD was real nice to bless my team and I...Trielites gt 2nd while Dragon Boat gt 1st 3rd and 4th...haha every1 was shocked with the results...we had alot of photos taken haha muz c the sch paper nx week. Although I could hav done betta but still I wanna thank GOD for letting mi able to finish and do well for the race. Let this glory be HIS!

1 Samuel 17:50
So David triumphed over the Philistine with a sling and a stone; without a sword in his hand he struck down the Philistine and killed him

Lord Thank u for the strength and I pray u would use me to show how great u r how willing u r to bless! Plz bless me and my frens and my squad on NUS Triathlon and the New Balance Trial Run...We r ready...ready to run as if u r waiting...IN Jesus name I Pray Amen

Thursday, August 03, 2006


These are the Choir Pictures for my those frens out there whu kips complaining I nvr nt seen u all for so long haha this is a chance for u to c mi! LOL cheeiii haha jkjk anyway yap we will go out soon dun worry I wun die yet...City Walk over...Choir Over...GCYC over...everyti for GOD has been plan ned has been going smoothly, such a wonderful Lord we have always planning for our nx step. Although its very tough for me physically bcuz i gt sick again but I really wanna push myself for HIM...And the motivation is simply... HIS love and prescence...

THe Sri Lanka delgates r leaving soon had joy talking and sharing with them. Their stories really touches my heart because it is real in thier lives and they have to live a life in War within the nation but they made the choice to seek GOD and they were blessed...I went for my 1st TriElites Training today GOD opened new doors for me to be faster and grow... and when they ask...whu givs u strength? My Lord will b my answer...

Today is really tired so I wun blog alot... bt I wanna sae lastly is... our GOD is a GOD whu fights for us

Acts 5:39

But if it is from GOD, you will not be able to stop these men; you will only find yourselves fighting GOD...