Baptism

Went for Benjamin's and Ee Chuan's baptism today, it has been my 2nd baptism service and yet again the same thing happen.

I cried and wept again. Sometimes I really wonder do I have weak tear glands? Its getti irritating for my eyes lol I allow it but its physically painful man. I stood there thinking, asking Lord. Why? Why am i crying?

It is not a coincidence that it happened again. Part of me felt ashamed as I should be rushing to do it. While part of me is wondering what is holding me back? Should talk to Josh about it soon. Lord I will do it, forgive me for taking so long